Sorry that I haven't posted for 2 month?! WHERE HAS TIME GONE. These Past 2 months have flown by and It's really shocking me. One minute it was January 7th, First day back at work, and now it's March 1st. This is crazy. They do say time flies quicker as you get older, but I thought they meant when you're about 30-40 years old, not 19!
What's happened recently?
I got a promotion at work! Which means more money, more responsibilities, and I'm going to be getting more qualifications too, which means I'll be able to move further in the business in the next few years!
Apart from that, nothing amazingly interesting has happened to me...sorry for being boring!
Hannah xoxo
Friday, 1 March 2013
Thursday, 10 January 2013
HAPPY NEW YEAR
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES!
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas holiday and New Years! Sorry I haven't posted, I was off work for 2 weeks and didn't do anything very entertaining to write about so thought it wasn't worth blogging about. I spent the majority of my holiday at home in bed watching TV or some films. On New Years Eve, me, Dani and Emily went out to a club called Plug, it was pretty banging. Had a terrible terrible hangover the next morning so it must have been good! Unfortunately there was no midnight kiss as the chap I like wasn't out, and I feel like it's cheating on my feelings if I pull some randomer, plus, alot of the guys who were there seemed like proper nob heads anyways.
I wish you all a happy and prosperous 2013!
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas holiday and New Years! Sorry I haven't posted, I was off work for 2 weeks and didn't do anything very entertaining to write about so thought it wasn't worth blogging about. I spent the majority of my holiday at home in bed watching TV or some films. On New Years Eve, me, Dani and Emily went out to a club called Plug, it was pretty banging. Had a terrible terrible hangover the next morning so it must have been good! Unfortunately there was no midnight kiss as the chap I like wasn't out, and I feel like it's cheating on my feelings if I pull some randomer, plus, alot of the guys who were there seemed like proper nob heads anyways.
I wish you all a happy and prosperous 2013!
Tuesday, 18 December 2012
Tuesday 18th December 2012
So yesterday (Monday 17th) I decided to do some baking for work, because I'm not there on the last day and today is the last day I have my car till the weekend. So I ventured to Sainsburys to get my supplies...
I found this icing which was already tubed and ready to squirt onto the fairy cakes I made. The red one seemed to be better than the green, because the green started to melt I suppose, almost as soon as it hit the cake. The box of 36 mini candy canes are from Pound Land.
Here's the finished product...
Here's the finished product...
Thursday, 13 December 2012
Thursday 13th December 2012
So last week I mentioned that I was trying to organise the work christmas party, which has FINALLY come together! I had plenty of people complaining about why people aren't coming and why we aren't going out on this date and not that date! Nightmare!
But now it's all planned, I'm going to have to work out what I'm wearing! Even more of a nightmare, especially now that it's minus temperatures outside during the day AND night. I'm going to end up wearing a ski suit probably!
But now it's all planned, I'm going to have to work out what I'm wearing! Even more of a nightmare, especially now that it's minus temperatures outside during the day AND night. I'm going to end up wearing a ski suit probably!
Tuesday, 11 December 2012
Monday 10th December 2012
I had a pretty average weekend as usual. Saturday I stayed at home in the morning and went to a soft play centre in the afternoon then put up the Christmas tree. On Sunday I went to see the "new" James Bond. Obv not that new anymore, but new to me.
Here is a festive photo for you...
It's a really shit photo cos I took it on my phone, and couldn't be bothered to take another one. The tree looks proper cute, because my mum let me decorate it with a theme like I try to suggest every year, but my mum always ends up putting some revolting coloured lights on it. MY TURN THIS YEAAAAAR.
Here is a festive photo for you...
Friday, 7 December 2012
Friday 7th December 2012
So this whole "Christmas Fitness" thing I planned on doing, is actually alright, I haven't done it for the past two days because I've felt a bit ill. But as soon as I start to feel ok again, I'll get back into it.
I started making a Christmas card the other day. This is for the guy who made me the advent calendar, I know how much he loves scrabble, so hence the card!
The inside is going to be a living room scene (I haven't taken a picture of that yet) but I've done it so it's a pop up one, so the Christmas tree is stood up in the middle of the room/card and I've drawn a wintery scene and put it behind the tree so it looks like a window. I'm so cool, I know.
I also got this cutie in my advent calendar...
I felt guilty eating him, his face was so adorable. But then I got told by me eating him I was fulfilling his Christmas destiny. So that's all goooooooooooood.
I started making a Christmas card the other day. This is for the guy who made me the advent calendar, I know how much he loves scrabble, so hence the card!
I also got this cutie in my advent calendar...
Wednesday, 5 December 2012
Tuesday, 4 December 2012
Christmas Fitness Day 1
So last night I did my first evening of Christmas Fitness and completed my Legs and Bum exercises along with my Waist exercises. I swear to god, this morning boy do my thighs hurt. I'll post some pictures of the workouts I'm following to maybe try and inspire people out there who need a push.
I'm going to be really determined this time and try my hardest to look and feel good. I started eating healthy today, bought fruit, some healthy rice crackers, smoothies, drank shit loads of water. I do hope this fucking works!
I'm going to be really determined this time and try my hardest to look and feel good. I started eating healthy today, bought fruit, some healthy rice crackers, smoothies, drank shit loads of water. I do hope this fucking works!
Tuesday 4th December 2012
So the other day I told you about an advent calendar a dear lovely of mine had made me, and that I had made him one. Unfortunately I didn't take a picture of mine once I'd finished it, which is a shame, because it came on so far from the picture I had taken originally.
Since I took this picture I added little ribbons onto the bottom of each drawer so they were easier to pull out, and I had added a sort of casing round the outside so it was sturdy-er.
He seemed really pleased with it, which he should be, with all the effort I put into it along with the little suprises I added to it to make it a bit more personal. I'm hoping he like the suprises and the little notes, I've tried to add some stuff in there for his son too, like one of those magic flannels which has Nemo on, which in all honesty, I'd really like!
The one he made me is really cute, a bit smaller than mine, but his looks a lot neater and more professional which sucks because I'm supposed to be the one whose good at crafty things!
I didn't take a very good photo of it, but he got this stick on fabric from Hobby Craft with christmas tree prints on, and then another one with a sort of zig zag line pattern on which was round the sides and back of it. It's very adorable :')
We both used the same sort of method to make them, as we intended to use Matchboxes, but they were way too small to fit any decent things in them. I made mine before he did, so I technically saved him time by telling him my secret. I drew up a template for the drawer and for the drawer holder, making the draw a millimetre smaller than the holder so it'd slide in and out easily. Using my office facilities I used the photocopier to copy them to save time drawing 25 drawers out. I discovered you just need patience to achieve something like this, and I'm glad I did it :)
He seemed really pleased with it, which he should be, with all the effort I put into it along with the little suprises I added to it to make it a bit more personal. I'm hoping he like the suprises and the little notes, I've tried to add some stuff in there for his son too, like one of those magic flannels which has Nemo on, which in all honesty, I'd really like!
The one he made me is really cute, a bit smaller than mine, but his looks a lot neater and more professional which sucks because I'm supposed to be the one whose good at crafty things!
We both used the same sort of method to make them, as we intended to use Matchboxes, but they were way too small to fit any decent things in them. I made mine before he did, so I technically saved him time by telling him my secret. I drew up a template for the drawer and for the drawer holder, making the draw a millimetre smaller than the holder so it'd slide in and out easily. Using my office facilities I used the photocopier to copy them to save time drawing 25 drawers out. I discovered you just need patience to achieve something like this, and I'm glad I did it :)
Monday, 3 December 2012
Christmas Fitness
So for the past few months I've been a member at a gym, but I actually haven't been in a while. Unfortunately I can't go anymore, because they closed it down.
I have now decided that I do not need a gym to work out in, I can do that at home. So from today, Monday 3rd December 2012, I will follow my workout plan which I drew up last night.
I'm hoping I'll be motivated enough to follow this through, because recently I've been hating on my body so much, and this should really start to make me feel better about everything. I already have some 1.5kg weights, which yes, isn't a lot, but just for starting out is a good weight. Fingers crossed!
I'm going to try and team this up with a balanced diet, because recently I've been getting reaaaaaly spotty, and if I eat healthily, this should improve my skin and hair condition. I've also started using the sunbed again, I know this can be bad for you, but I don't go on every day, just twice a week, to give myself a healthy glow all in prep for the Christmas party season.
I have now decided that I do not need a gym to work out in, I can do that at home. So from today, Monday 3rd December 2012, I will follow my workout plan which I drew up last night.
I'm hoping I'll be motivated enough to follow this through, because recently I've been hating on my body so much, and this should really start to make me feel better about everything. I already have some 1.5kg weights, which yes, isn't a lot, but just for starting out is a good weight. Fingers crossed!
I'm going to try and team this up with a balanced diet, because recently I've been getting reaaaaaly spotty, and if I eat healthily, this should improve my skin and hair condition. I've also started using the sunbed again, I know this can be bad for you, but I don't go on every day, just twice a week, to give myself a healthy glow all in prep for the Christmas party season.
Monday 3rd December 2012
MERRY DECEMBER EVERYONE!
Hope you're all digging into your advent calendars and getting the Christmas tunes playing. I personally, have put the Michael Buble Christmas CD in my car, because, it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas. I'm so excited, even though I have already got my Christmas present, the Kindle Fire, I'm really excited. This year is going to be so different to last year, as last year was so different to the previous year. Unfortunately I lost my Gran last September, which meant Christmas was spent with one less person, the one who made the apple pie and pigs in blankets. It really wasn't the same. But this year, my sister and her boyfriend won't be here because they're in Australia, and I wont get to see my cousin or auntie as they're in Wakefield. It'll be the smallest Christmas in my family ever.
This weekend, I didn't really get up to much, but on Saturday I saw the girlies for the first time in ageeeeeees, and it was really nice. We had planned to go to the cinema to see "Silver Linings Play Book" but when we got there tickets had sold out, so we decided to go bowling and go to the arcade instead. We got a drive thru McDonald's on the way home, which was sooooooooo lush. Stopped off at Emily's for a bit where I was given my birthday present, better late then never!
Hope you're all digging into your advent calendars and getting the Christmas tunes playing. I personally, have put the Michael Buble Christmas CD in my car, because, it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas. I'm so excited, even though I have already got my Christmas present, the Kindle Fire, I'm really excited. This year is going to be so different to last year, as last year was so different to the previous year. Unfortunately I lost my Gran last September, which meant Christmas was spent with one less person, the one who made the apple pie and pigs in blankets. It really wasn't the same. But this year, my sister and her boyfriend won't be here because they're in Australia, and I wont get to see my cousin or auntie as they're in Wakefield. It'll be the smallest Christmas in my family ever.
This weekend, I didn't really get up to much, but on Saturday I saw the girlies for the first time in ageeeeeees, and it was really nice. We had planned to go to the cinema to see "Silver Linings Play Book" but when we got there tickets had sold out, so we decided to go bowling and go to the arcade instead. We got a drive thru McDonald's on the way home, which was sooooooooo lush. Stopped off at Emily's for a bit where I was given my birthday present, better late then never!
Friday, 30 November 2012
Thought of the Day
I've always wondered why and how people can't seem to get their piss in the toilet. I'm sorry but, it's not tricky. I'll let you off if you're potty training, but once you've got the grip of that there should be no problem!
How do women seriously get wee on the toilet seat, when you're sat down anyways? AND how do they get it on the floor?! It's an utter mystery to me in all honesty!
Men, how can you miss the massive hole when you have tackle which you can aim with? If you can shoot jizz in the right place, you can shoot piss. Not tricky fellas.
How do women seriously get wee on the toilet seat, when you're sat down anyways? AND how do they get it on the floor?! It's an utter mystery to me in all honesty!
Men, how can you miss the massive hole when you have tackle which you can aim with? If you can shoot jizz in the right place, you can shoot piss. Not tricky fellas.
Friday 30th November 2012
So one more day to go till Advent! Eeeeeee! This year I'm lucky enough to have found a crafty fellow who has made me an advent calendar and I've made him one too. I'm really excited about it, I've put a lot of effort into mine, and I've put little gifts into some of the drawers to make it a bit more personal. I'll take some pictures tonight for you :)
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
Tuesday 27th November 2012
Part 3.
This is about Made In Chelsea.
So last night I watched Made In Chelsea, like I do every week. I don't know why I love it so much, I just do. I guess for me it's like seeing how the other half live, sipping on champagne all the time and partying, not having to get up to go to an office job. Last night's episode was really upsetting when Millie had to give up Herby her dog, I actually started to cry, but I couldn't properly cry as my dad was in the room, so I had to pretend I'd poked myself in the eye...
I also feel for Francis, mainly because he is the greatest guy ever on that show. I found it really disrespectful when Proudlock and Sophia hooked up for the second time, right in front of him. I would have bitch slapped that skinny ass boy and told him to f*%k off! Francis deserves a girl who sticks to what she says and isn't fickle. I felt his heartache last week when they hooked up for the first time and he looked so sad, but at the dinner party when they made up, it truly made me feel better.
This is about Made In Chelsea.
So last night I watched Made In Chelsea, like I do every week. I don't know why I love it so much, I just do. I guess for me it's like seeing how the other half live, sipping on champagne all the time and partying, not having to get up to go to an office job. Last night's episode was really upsetting when Millie had to give up Herby her dog, I actually started to cry, but I couldn't properly cry as my dad was in the room, so I had to pretend I'd poked myself in the eye...
I also feel for Francis, mainly because he is the greatest guy ever on that show. I found it really disrespectful when Proudlock and Sophia hooked up for the second time, right in front of him. I would have bitch slapped that skinny ass boy and told him to f*%k off! Francis deserves a girl who sticks to what she says and isn't fickle. I felt his heartache last week when they hooked up for the first time and he looked so sad, but at the dinner party when they made up, it truly made me feel better.
Tuesday 27th November 2012
Part 2.
Another one about feelings. Sorry guys.
I just have so much going on in my head and my heart. So much, I shouldn't be going through all this, it's ridiculous. He doesn't seem to realise that I have genuine feelings, and that I actually care about this and him, and his son. I get that tingling feeling in my tummy when I see him, and even if I only see him for 5 minutes, it's the best 5 minutes of the day. He's by far my favourite person to be with, and urgh. I wish he would understand that when I tell him this, I actually mean it.
Another one about feelings. Sorry guys.
I just have so much going on in my head and my heart. So much, I shouldn't be going through all this, it's ridiculous. He doesn't seem to realise that I have genuine feelings, and that I actually care about this and him, and his son. I get that tingling feeling in my tummy when I see him, and even if I only see him for 5 minutes, it's the best 5 minutes of the day. He's by far my favourite person to be with, and urgh. I wish he would understand that when I tell him this, I actually mean it.
Tuesday 27th November 2012
So yet again, little is going on in my life.
I'm having some emotional/feelings issues with a certain someone. He's a single father but is unsure whether to take the chance on me. I need advice so badly for this, but no one I know has been through something like this before. It's really tricky on my part, because I really want a chance, but he won't give me one. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've read some articles about dating single fathers, and everything in them which they say to do, I have basically said I'd do. So urgh.
Why me.
I'm having some emotional/feelings issues with a certain someone. He's a single father but is unsure whether to take the chance on me. I need advice so badly for this, but no one I know has been through something like this before. It's really tricky on my part, because I really want a chance, but he won't give me one. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've read some articles about dating single fathers, and everything in them which they say to do, I have basically said I'd do. So urgh.
Why me.
Friday, 23 November 2012
Friday 23rd November 2012
Part 2.
Another post about bras/boobs.
I wore a bra today which I bought a while back as a set from Debenhams by a brand called Floozie. Now, it's a really nice bra, and it's a balcony one, which are tricky to wear when you have no boobies to fill them, but somehow I manage to with this one. The only issue is that the wires in it are really painful on the centre of my chest. The fact that it was rubbing so much that I had to take my bra off at work is ridiculous. So I've been sat at my desk for the past 2 hours without a bra on under my shirt (it's baggy so you can't tell). it's actually really nice not wearing a bra. I advise you all to go braless.
Another post about bras/boobs.
I wore a bra today which I bought a while back as a set from Debenhams by a brand called Floozie. Now, it's a really nice bra, and it's a balcony one, which are tricky to wear when you have no boobies to fill them, but somehow I manage to with this one. The only issue is that the wires in it are really painful on the centre of my chest. The fact that it was rubbing so much that I had to take my bra off at work is ridiculous. So I've been sat at my desk for the past 2 hours without a bra on under my shirt (it's baggy so you can't tell). it's actually really nice not wearing a bra. I advise you all to go braless.
Friday 23rd November
Last night I went bra shopping, which was the biggest mistake of my life. I could not find one bra that fitted me. I know people always want smaller boobs, but when this happens, you really don't. It's ridiculous! I tried on so many bras which were supposedly "my size". But nope. too big, too small, NOT FAIR.
Wednesday, 21 November 2012
Wednesday 21st November 2012
It's ridiculous how little I do in my spare time. I literally just lay in bed all evening and watch TV. Even when I've gone to bed I'm watching things on my phone. But last night I decided to change that!
I googled some at home workouts and bashed out a few whilst the TV was on. I did a bit of Yoga, then some "butt lifting" exercises and some "lean legs" exercises, and I swear to god this morning my thighs hurt so much! I'm hoping to improve my body in many ways...
I googled some at home workouts and bashed out a few whilst the TV was on. I did a bit of Yoga, then some "butt lifting" exercises and some "lean legs" exercises, and I swear to god this morning my thighs hurt so much! I'm hoping to improve my body in many ways...
- Lift my butt, cos it's PROPER squishy
- Define my waist more
- Define my back muscles
- Increase my pec muscles
I'm never gonna have huge boobs, and I know that, but I think if I can at least try to improve my body, I will be happier with it.
Monday, 19 November 2012
Monday 19th November 2012
So over the weekend I did fuck all. Hence why I didn't blog because my life is so utterly shit and dull, that no one would bother reading it. I spent it all laid in bed watching FRIENDS, and numerous other TV programs, as I sat around waiting for someone to say they had time to see me, when actually they didn't.
Nothing in my life is going good at the moment. I hate everything about it, the fact that he won't give me a chance, and the fact I'm so skint, and that I look at myself in the mirror and hate everything I see.
I'm trying to improve my body image, and my self confidence because it's at an all time low. There are so many images online of girls and women with amazing bodies, and curves, which makes me, a girl who is stick thin, with no curves WHAT SO EVER, feel like shit. So I'm trying to gain weight, eat a balanced diet, but increase my calorie intake, and eat regularly. Good luck H...
I just feel like last month everything was going so well and I was genuinely happy, and BAM, he says one thing, and I haven't been truely happy in a while, not since we went to London together. He doesn't understand how upset all this is making me, or has made me. It's horrible for me. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on anyone. I've never felt so demotivated or depressed ever.
Nothing in my life is going good at the moment. I hate everything about it, the fact that he won't give me a chance, and the fact I'm so skint, and that I look at myself in the mirror and hate everything I see.
I'm trying to improve my body image, and my self confidence because it's at an all time low. There are so many images online of girls and women with amazing bodies, and curves, which makes me, a girl who is stick thin, with no curves WHAT SO EVER, feel like shit. So I'm trying to gain weight, eat a balanced diet, but increase my calorie intake, and eat regularly. Good luck H...
I just feel like last month everything was going so well and I was genuinely happy, and BAM, he says one thing, and I haven't been truely happy in a while, not since we went to London together. He doesn't understand how upset all this is making me, or has made me. It's horrible for me. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on anyone. I've never felt so demotivated or depressed ever.
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